This blog is more of a 'thank u' note,than just expression of thoughts and feelings.
Today I am a lot because of the few good words that people around me spoke.A few good words,is all it takes,to make someone's life. Believe me,it's true.
When I was a kid,about 3 years old. I used to sing all the usual songs kids would sing,Rhymes and some music I used to hear on tv. But the people around me felt that I sang exceptionally well and they said so,to my parents and to me too. Those few good words that they spoke that day,is the important reason,why I am a successful singer today.
When I learnt and wrote my first alphabets,my teacher took time to tell me,individually,that I was quick,a fast learner. I still do not know,till today whether she said that to all the kids . But I am glad,she told me,coz she made me feel good and proud of myself that day. I learnt to expect more and more from myself,and got better,every time.
When I was asked to teach music at a small orphanage when I was about 14 years old,I did that gladly. The lady in charge of the orphanage,took time,amongst all her responsibilities to tell me she was glad for my help and thanked me for all the patience and care. I do not remember your name aunty,sorry,but I thank u,coz my heart still cares and beats the same way,it used to,that day.Because today,I know it matters,I know it mattered that day to u.
To the kid,Manjula,in the orphanage,a wonderful listener and a learner,a few words. 'I don't know where you are today. I later learnt that you got adopted by a good family. I am glad for you,and I hope you're happy.You must be in high school by now.But,I want to tell u,that the interest you showed in my singing,and the look of admiration in your eyes,did wonders to my self-confidence,that day.'
And referring to my previous blog,i have now lost totally around 14 kilos. I am happy and thankful. A few good words by the precious gems around me is the reason why I feel so good today. Thanks again,Pavan,for every word you have ever said to me. and Malloo,you are an exceptional friend. I have no words to tell u how much u matter to me,actually. Every word u ever said,every good thing u ever said about me,will stay fresh in my heart,forever. I am a lot due to you,your selfless words.
And also thanks to all the people around me who are playing a key role,in restoring my faith in 'magic'. ;)
This is not just about me.Take time to think what I am actually talking about. A few good words. Next time,You feel like giving someone a compliment,just go and do it. A few good words,never hurt. The face that lights up with the smile,after hearing the compliment that you give him/her,will make everything worth it. By saying a few good words,You might just make someone's day.
Thursday, March 27, 2008
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
I feel pretty!!
If u have seen the movies,anger management,west side story or analyze that,you'll remember this song."I feel pretty,oh,so pretty....".I kinda feel pretty,that's why i am remembering this song right now.
I have an elder brother,working in the corporate sector who was also pretty much overweight. He had been in states,working on some project.And poof!!! when he comes to India,he's all fit and smart and great-looking. Though initially all i felt was jealousy,he turned out to be my inspiration,my mentor through out this journey.
There aren't things that I haven't tried. I went to a cool gym and worked out. When all others were losing weight,the scales weren't dipping much for me,again depression and more food. I used to cry myself to sleep almost every night. I have tried all diets possible,only to bounce back,hungrier than ever. I should have realized,that the fat was accumulated over years and wouldn't easily budge. But all i worried,was about losing weight. I couldn't even think logically about it.
And then one day,about 2 and a half months ago,I went to the parlour and got a haircut.Short,shoulder-length.People actually told me that I looked good.That got me thinking.May be i wasn't ugly after all. Maybe it was only the fat. Maybe I could do something about it. And the first person i turned to was my brother. In spite of my past failures in this field,he trusted me enough to buy me a treadmill. And showed me something that i enjoy doing,running.
After two and a half months of running and food control,i weigh 61 kilos now. 11 kilos less than i used to weigh. I run everyday for nearly an hour.Half in the morning,and half in the evening. Amazed at my progress my bro even got me a cycle.Remember,i said food control and not diet. I still eat what i used to eat. But the quantity is less. I occassionally treat myself to something,but i have learnt to compensate for it,in my own ways.
To all the people who supported me through this,I can't express in words how much it meant. I specially thank my bro for trusting me when no one did,my mom and dad for words of encouragement,Jai aunty,coz she kept on telling me I looked better and better each time she saw me,Pavan,coz he listened to all my talk patiently and helped me and supported me all the time,my friends mallu and benny for looks of amazement and happiness on seeing that i had lost so much weight. And all u people who ever complimented me and encouraged me with a few good words.
At 61 kilos,I am still not the right weight for my age,It's a process,still going on.And I know I'll reach my goal.And for all those who looked shocked seeing at me and still never complimented me or even mentioned anything about how i looked,I just wanna say "I read the look on your faces.I know you're jealous. It only spurs me on and makes me feel better. Be at it and I'll get better than you". :P :)
It was nice pouring all this out.I gotta go run now. See ya,people!!
I,am Anupama,at 5'1",about three months ago,weighed about 72 Kilos, obese for my age,did not care about my appearance much. Even outside,mostly,i was treated the way i treated myself,except for a few lovely people. I had medium length hair which i didn't take care of,properly. And I am surprised my mirror didn't crack all those years when i looked at it.
Everyone used to tell me to lose weight,and i used to get depressed.Even in social gatherings I was compared with others and it hurt,like hell.Again depression,and there were times when only food could bring me out of depression.It,was like a vicious circle!!!I have an elder brother,working in the corporate sector who was also pretty much overweight. He had been in states,working on some project.And poof!!! when he comes to India,he's all fit and smart and great-looking. Though initially all i felt was jealousy,he turned out to be my inspiration,my mentor through out this journey.
There aren't things that I haven't tried. I went to a cool gym and worked out. When all others were losing weight,the scales weren't dipping much for me,again depression and more food. I used to cry myself to sleep almost every night. I have tried all diets possible,only to bounce back,hungrier than ever. I should have realized,that the fat was accumulated over years and wouldn't easily budge. But all i worried,was about losing weight. I couldn't even think logically about it.
And then one day,about 2 and a half months ago,I went to the parlour and got a haircut.Short,shoulder-length.People actually told me that I looked good.That got me thinking.May be i wasn't ugly after all. Maybe it was only the fat. Maybe I could do something about it. And the first person i turned to was my brother. In spite of my past failures in this field,he trusted me enough to buy me a treadmill. And showed me something that i enjoy doing,running.
After two and a half months of running and food control,i weigh 61 kilos now. 11 kilos less than i used to weigh. I run everyday for nearly an hour.Half in the morning,and half in the evening. Amazed at my progress my bro even got me a cycle.Remember,i said food control and not diet. I still eat what i used to eat. But the quantity is less. I occassionally treat myself to something,but i have learnt to compensate for it,in my own ways.
To all the people who supported me through this,I can't express in words how much it meant. I specially thank my bro for trusting me when no one did,my mom and dad for words of encouragement,Jai aunty,coz she kept on telling me I looked better and better each time she saw me,Pavan,coz he listened to all my talk patiently and helped me and supported me all the time,my friends mallu and benny for looks of amazement and happiness on seeing that i had lost so much weight. And all u people who ever complimented me and encouraged me with a few good words.
At 61 kilos,I am still not the right weight for my age,It's a process,still going on.And I know I'll reach my goal.And for all those who looked shocked seeing at me and still never complimented me or even mentioned anything about how i looked,I just wanna say "I read the look on your faces.I know you're jealous. It only spurs me on and makes me feel better. Be at it and I'll get better than you". :P :)
It was nice pouring all this out.I gotta go run now. See ya,people!!
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